It’s finish!

Eventually, i have made a decision, which i felt last night was a relief to all people that has been confused so far. It’s still the toughest and longest decision i have ever made in my life so far. 

It was started about 1 month ago, when i went to singapore for vacation. During my vacation, one of the company that i am going to work for, called me for interview, and i went for it. It was a unsuccessful interview according to my judgement, as the interviewers asked less questions and kinda fast, about 20 minutes without any test AND still i didn’t fulfill their major requirements.

I was devastated yet at the same time happy to have experienced a big company interview style. I went home back to KL and the company started to called me again the week after, asking for the second interview. In my mind, what is this company trying to do ? I don’t have their requirements and still i’m a fresh graduate with ZERO knowledge of how to do what they are asking. I met with the team lead on the project that i’m going to do if i’m accepted. An as-usual type interview being asked and im ready for it. Still, it’s a fast interview with only 20 minutes time.

At the end, they said that they have found me suitable (ha ha ha) and they asked me to sign the contract and let them know my decision. I talked to my leaders about this.

It was a tough decision for me. In KL, i have one good company that really offer me good job and really take care of me. If you have time while reading this blog, please visit : www.zoecity.com.. They are good people over there. It was a good company.. really good company with great people inside.. to brief short (promotion), they are ex-microsoft, ex-google, ex-ibm, one of the best programmer in the world are working there.

…….. => *showing my days are passing out with confusion*

I talked to my leaders about my decision.. one day, pastor called me and talked with me, and at the end, he prayed for me. He open my eyes and understanding and i heard His voice clearly.

Even though im going oversea to work, Malaysia is still a place for me and i wont run away from this place coz i know that where He wants me to be and prosper in a good land in my church.

My gratitude to jasmine as my long friend, leader, usher, etc that has been with me from the day i step into the cg.

My gratitude to felicia who open my eyes on that night after the meeting and see a bigger vision in Him

My gratitude to shirley who really taught me to be persevere in everything that we do and her faith that really a good example to follow

My gratitude to pastor who really spend time with me and talked with me a real-life people examples that really help me too in getting closer to Him and good sermon that really bless me. **pastor, to be honest, i really like  your Mom’s day sermon in year 2005! I think i have heard the best sermon ever!**

My gratitude to greg, who help me to discern between the 2 places and guide me in my every step.

My gratitude to E5, haha.. this cg code has never changed since i accepted Christ in KL, i hope to have the same cell group code in SG later. thanks to you all! It’s a joy to have cg with you all, facing the challenges in the cg

My gratitude to Usher ministry, thanks for all this while that i’m serving you all. I see different people, different background, different races, different job, different character, and yet we are still serving the same God at the same church!

My gratitude to church and subzone, thanks for building me up up to this day and still in future, im nothing with you guys!

At last, my gratitude to who read this message, just because your name doesnt appear in this blog doesn’t mean that you are not important to me. I appreciate the journey that we have been through with you. Do write me comment if your name doesnt appear to you and i will sms you

In closing, 2 Thes 3:1 “ Finally, brethren, pray for us, that the word of the Lord may run and be glorified, even as also it is with you”.

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